saw the new man early yesterday morning before he left for the island( after work) was anxious about seeing him since i didn't see him on friday,thought he didn't want to see me. i was wrong of course.turns out he was just to tired after his shift that night.even with my dental issuses iam being execpted by him and others.called my girlfriend michelle here in hope to arrange a get together,would like to meet for breakfeast on the 17th,hope to reach her soon.busy christmas season with xmas dinners and picking up of the christmas hamper.met jack the psycho dog this last weekend,actually he not that bad he just very protective of his masters unborn baby. in contrast, mabels son weiner dog murphy love me,maybe beacuse i sneaked snack to him.apparently the holidays brings alot of inner demons out of people,thank god for mama mabel and others who try to make things better. gorden dean is one who demons have caught up with him,he tried to killed the demons with booze and ended up hurting him self.may god help him.one last note,today would of been my moms 67th birthday.happy birthday mom, love you.