nov 23,2008-lifeinhope extra

in the last couple of months,my faith in human beings was all but destroyed but thanks to a a new man in my life, iam feeling better about things.it 3:57 am, and i can't sleep. he left 45 minutes heading to the island(he has a house out there)after his shift.if i could stand in the complexs parking lot and howl at the moon i would, but this early in the morning, mabel would kill me.